Tuesday, May 5, 2009

A Gypsy's Adventures in Wonderland; or Maybe Just May Day




























May Day Festival '09

May Day was a huge success. No amount of rain can stop a fair, earth-loving hippie. We, the Neon Gypsies, played around 3:00 p.m. in the afternoon, following about 12 hours of rain and mud, warding off the wetness and calling out the sun. The Sun shined for most of our set, leaving the camp somewhat dry for the duration of the music. Lost Tortoise, the last band of the night, played until 5:00 a.m. when the rain started again. Music can keep the rain away. The entire place was like a wonderland. It's not often you get to wander around in gypsy style clothing, the same outfit for three days, and fairy wings. The plot of this scene went down some crazy rabbit hole in the side of Mary's Peak. It's an adventure that starts Friday afternoon (May 1) and comes back to reality somewhere on Sunday.

May Day Fest: Day 1

I Stayed up until 5 a.m. Thursday night finishing my homemade gypsy skirt for the festival. I got two hours of sleep, as I had to wake up at 7 a.m. to go to the early Geology lab so I could leave town early for the festival. I met Blair in class and we trudged through the Geology lab together, both anxious for the festival. By the time everything was packed and all the instruments were crammed into the trunk, we were three hours behind schedule, and finally ready to hit the dusty trail. Much to our dismay, the dust would quickly turn to slick, slimy mud.
Up the windy, dusty dirt road we drove in a little green Dodge Shadow. It was nice to smell the dank pine; nothing but clean fresh air. The view over the dangerous cliff on the way there was breath taking, though very nerve racking. We wound up through the trees when we came upon some very familiar hand painted signs reading "keep going", "pack it in, pack it out" and "May Day". Just around the corner we were greeted by the familiar faces of Emiliano Vargus and Melanie Reid. We were checked off the guest list, got a garbage bag to pack out our trash with, and in we went. We parked in friendly field just behind the stage; right under a sign that read "band parking only". "Hey, I painted that sign", was my first thought.
We slowly unpacked the car, setting up tents, socializing, just hanging out. The sky was a smidge grey, but not cold or even hinting at rain. By the time the sun went down, the cloud got too heavy and started to spit. We got rain on all night long. I woke up to find my tent had become a bladder. Apparently the bottom was water proof but the top was not. The only tarp I had went under and it should have gone over. Needless to say, my guitar, bass, djembe, tambourine, laptop, Canon Rebel, and most of my clothing got drenched. Luckily, Happy Town (located next to Camp Neon) had a five tarp canopy over a nice bon fire where I could dry the important things; the guitar, bass, drum and tambourine.
.......... more on Day 2, and 3 tomorrow.





Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Just Another Day Closer

The tension seems to be rising. The harder I try, the less successful I seem to be. My job is no fun anymore. I don't find myself loving any part of my job. Yet I'm so close to the end. I can't quit now. I have to finish something. I'm tired of hearing "you never finish anything you start." I just thought that "having fun fun with the last few issues" meant that my boss would let me me do a few reviews (that I haven't gotten to do all year). Not getting so angry at things not going perfectly. We almost done! Take a fucking chill-pill, smoke a fucking blunt, just pull the stick out of your ass and QUIT BEING SO GOD DAMNED EMO! You're not going to be a failure if you give a little praise once in a while. I promise. In fact, I'm certain that your staff will be happier, and more willing to work with you, if tell them they're doing a good job once in a while.

The negativity needs to stop. It's cramping my creativity. How is one supposed to be enthusiastic and have faith in their work when their boss doesn't either? Swallow that pill.

This is just another bullet on my reasons I need May Day list. Until then, I'll keep coping with coffee, benzos, cigarettes, herbs and lithium. At least they won't tell me I suck after a hard day's work.

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On a happier note, I wrote a new song last night. I have no idea why I wrote it, or what, or who, it's about. I think I might have written it about the things I want, and know I can't have, but still take the chances anyway. Here are the Lyrics:

Beautiful Stranger

(Chorus)

Beautiful stranger, Such incriminating danger.
Sees my underlying failures, beautiful stranger.

(Verse 1)

I know that you can take me there,
Take me far away, far away from here.
Beautiful stranger, I'm so ready for your danger.

Let's just hit the road tomorrow,
There is nothing keeping me right here.
We'll just drive to the otherside,
and know that we have nothing to fear.

(*Chorus)

(Verse 2)

You know I like to play with fire,
It only fuels my creeping desires.
Someday, I'll get tired of getting burned,
But right now you just inspire.

Beautiful stranger, you will never be my lover.
Take me, just don't break me.
Inspire me, then set me free.

(*Chorus x2)

Enjoy!
One thing I have learned is that a song will come together in a few hours, but pieces that sit scrambled on napkins just aren't meant to be.

Monday, April 27, 2009

Transition Needed

I'm in need of a change. A change of pace, a change of scenery, a change of direction. I just need a direction. Something to look forward too. I'm about to graduate and I plan on taking a year off. Where do go from here? What's next? There's not much I can do with an associates degree. I guess I'm going to write a book, but then what.

One day at a time I guess.

The future is all mine to behold, but what am I to do with it. Will I ever escape this mess of a town. I guess it's only what I make it.

This last term at LBCC will not go fast enough. May Day is my much needed escape, but will I make that far, without going crazy? Time will only tell. Maybe it will all change after a hot bath and a good book before bed tonight.

The Countdown continues...

Yesterday I went out to the Old Peak Revival spot and helped clear away some camp space. We set it up for Camp Neon, Happy Town, and "R" Camp. The signs are pretty much ready. I'm still scared for the drivers too and from the spot. It's a one-lane road on the edge of a cliff. Hopefully there won't be any dumb drunk drivers.

The place looks a lot better now that it's been plowed. I don't get chewed up by blackberry brambles just walking across the field anymore. Yay!

I need a good weekend in the woods with good people. Just the few hours I spent out there yesterday was rejuvenating. A whole weekend out there will be much needed, and very fulfilling. The rejuvenation is much needed; like an energy boost to finish out the school year on; something to tide me over until I leave for the festival tour the weekend after graduation.

More to come, but not until after May Day, unless something exciting happens between now and then. Peace 'til then.

Learning to Love Again

Learning to love again can be rougher than the most raging rapids on a river. Every promise you believe in is a giant leap of faith. Sometimes we just miss that ledge and don't grab on when we're supposed to. Sometimes we take a leap of faith and get blown off the cliff, even when we land it.

The best things in life aren't handed to you. Sometimes they're hidden right in front of you for years and you never notice. You have to be patient. You have to shut the fuck up and listen sometimes. Mostly, you gotta just stand your ground. Stand your ground and don't let the phonies stear you wrong.

What if the first person you loved was the last. Would we ever learn to appreciate it. What if you gave someone a chance that you never really thought would work, and found yourself scared to let them in. Is it possible that we push away the things we know we need and invite pain without realizing that's what we're doing. Without pain, would we still need love?

Saturday, April 25, 2009

The Countdown to Festival Season

Festival Season is nearly here! In six more days I will waking up and packing my camping gear for, yet again, another season of festivals. In past years it's just been the camping gear and the booze that has to go into the rig, but this year I'm part of the entertainment, and there's music equipment to worry about.

But fear not, my Friend, because May Day is surreal threshold from the winter blues, to the summer events that keep us on our toes. May Day is an old Pagan tradition, a celebration of the life, and rebirth of the fertile season Spring. Braiding the May Pole ribbons in a dance with families of the community is thought to bring health and fertility to those who participate. Each person has their own reason for dancing around the May Pole. Some couples are trying to get pregnant, or they do it for the health of their own young children, some even have hopes of other health; such as cancer of any type.

This festival will mark a huge forward motion in my life. Not only is it the beginning of festival season, but this season I'm going to go experience it. Just me and my girls. The old dusty trail will lead us to the Rainbow Gathering in New Mexico to start off our journey... just four days after I graduate with my associates in journalism. To mark my victory, a comrad and myself will be writing a book, each, from our different perspectives. After the Rainbow Gathering there is no itinerary. We go where the road will lead... to the next festival.

After telling you this exciting news my friend, I feel I will have to keep this blog updated to keep you posted on the adventure. For those of you who cannot hitch hike along, I owe it to you to keep you posted. --- ~ Coming soon; May Day Fest '09 will be posted with photos on May 4, 2009!

Friday, April 10, 2009

Photo Critique #1


The angle on this shot is great because the photographer made sure to angle the microphone out his face. There is a sense of emotion captured in the musician's face, though I'm not sure what instrument he's playing, because I can't see it. The photo almost feels crowded, but there is no waste of space.

Pool at The Meet 'n Place


Gary "Yoda" Yodder takes a shot during the semi-finals of the Thursday night pool league, at the Meet 'n Place Tavern in Philomath. The Meet 'n Place is number one in the Corvallis City League. Harrison Bar and Grill takes second going into the finals, and are the newest addition to the Corvallis City League. This will be The Meet 'n Place's fourth year in a row if they win the finals, but Harrison is only three games behind.

Friday, April 3, 2009

Introduction to the Neon Gypsies




In June of 2008, I ran sound for the Corvallis Music History Project that featured over 40 bands based out of Corvallis in the last 50 years. I ran sound for 20 bands that day, in about 12 hours. During tear down I met Amber Walker, and we talked about our feats learning to play new instruments. I mentioned that was learning bass. She got excited and mentioned that she was learning guitar and starting a band with two other ladies that were playing drums and keys, and they were looking for a bass player. The band name was the Neon Gypsies. This definitely sounded like my scene.
We had our first practice and already had two original pieces. Today, we have an original set list of 21 songs and growing everyday. If you happen to catch a show you will find yourself sing our songs the next morning in the shower. We have played over ten shows, and will be playing during sun set at the annual May Day festival this year. Go here to listen to our music.

The first week of Spring term 2009

The first week of the term is always challenging as students get back into the swing of studying, and organizing classes. That doesn't seem to stop teachers from assigning homework. Here, students study in the library on the third day of term. The library recently finished their remodeling and expansion in Spring '08.